Sunday, January 27, 2008
Valentine's Day
V'day is in a couple of weeks or so.
I'm wrecking my brain to think of something to get for him.
I really am running out of ideas.
Why is it so simple to get a girl a gift (namely, just give her a bouquet and she'll go 'wow') yet it's so difficult to get a guy a gift.
Here's some of my ideas:
- A mug
- Boxes of chocolates (or rather assorted chocolates dumped into a big box)
- A watch (although he told me he might already be getting a free watch since he came down for some Swatch event at Zouk couple of weeks back)
- A personalized dog tag (but he told me he dislike chains... and he hates the army too...)
- Cologne, preferably Burberry. (again....?)
Ok.. I'm out of ideas. (My best bet is the mug... But where do I get a nice mug that portrays love?)
Help, anyone?
Here's what I've given him in the past couple of years:
- Cologne (Boss Soul.. inclusive of shower gel and after-shave thingy) + chocolates
- A frame with a poem + a rose attached to it
- A guitar
the beauty exposed ; 11:23 AM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Heath Ledger.
I just have to blog about someone.
Heath Ledger.
His death announced today was such a shocking news.
Terribly shocking.
A 28-year-old brilliant talented actor.
Leaving behind a 2-year-old daughter.
It's such a pity he had to die with an overdose (although the real causes of his death is not yet determined, but autopsy and investigations will soon find the cause. It most likely will be overdose since pills were found nearby his body).
Actor to most of my fave movies.
In fact, one of my most fave actor. Good looking, talented, able to incorporate the roles he's playing.
His last movie: The Dark Knight, playing as the Joker, which will only be released this July. It's such a pity. Really.
For those who don't know him, or unfamiliar with him, think Brokeback Mountain (he played as Ennis), Casanova (as Casanova), The Four Feathers (as Harry), A Knight's Tale (as William), 10 Things I Hate About You (as Patrick), The Brothers Grimm (as Jacob), The Patriot (as Martin).
I am a pretty big fan of him and the movies he acted in.
What a loss.
28-years-young. And talented.
All the good, brilliant guys always go first.
Hence, the saying 'Nice guys finish last' is probably not true.
the beauty exposed ; 8:54 PM
I just wanna escape from all of these.
So tired.
Wanna live in a fairytale where I get to be the princess.
the beauty exposed ; 6:29 PM
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Ahhhh
I'm so screwed.
So dead.
-thinks hard-
DEM buddies or my personal wackos for 3yrs.
I still have got 2 weeks to think about this.
-Sobs-
-Cries-
-Sobs-
Anyhow.
I'm sitting here on Sunday noon, eating dhal rice with mutton curry. Yum!
And in about an hour's time, I'm gonna head out to JP and eat sushi. Yum!
And then in the evening, get pizza delivery and eat pizza. Yum!
I AM GETTING SO FAT
So fat, that you probably won't recognize me anymore. XD
Corrine have to be my hunger victim. She always hears me complain about how hungry I am, and what I feel like eating. Somehow, I wonder why she enjoy working with me when we're in the same shift, when all I do is complain about being hungry. Must date her to Pepper Lunch someday.
I managed to finish watching 'Closer' yesterday!! Omg, it's so sad. I almost teared for the guy (because he is Jude Law, and Jude Law is super cute and it hurts to see him all sad). I also managed to watch 'Something's Gotta Give' all the way to the end (because Keanu Reeves was in it, and he reminds me of Antony, and I just sit there to enjoy the moments). I wanna watch more of these drama-movies. So nice, romantic, sad, etc etc. Love and deception. Now I know why Literature loves using that phrase.
Alice: I'm not you revenge fuck.
Larry: You're gonna remove your gear, turn around slowly, bend over and
touch the fucking floor for my viewing pleasure.
Alice: Is that what you want?
Larry: Is there anything else I'd want?
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Julian: When something happens to you that hasn't happened before, don't
you at least have to find out what it is?
I miss Literature. I can go on quoting.
the beauty exposed ; 12:07 PM
Saturday, January 19, 2008
Crushed.
You all know the sound when you crush an empty can.
The really funny crisp sound.
I was crushed today. By my crush.
He admitted something to me, and it didn't exactly ruin my day, but it just got me quite upset.
Whatever.
9 more days idiots.
9 more fucking days.
I'm gonna be posted to Ortho next week. Looking forward to working with nice doctors. I'm kinda sick of being in CC. Oh oh, for the very FIRST time, Robin said 'thank you' to me. OMFG. I swear something was wrong. He was in such a damn good mood, even taught me how to check and despatch bloods (even though I already knew). Even Dr.Fua was really really nice. OMG. Did their bonuses came in or something?
I like the way how certain doctors and nurses treat me like I'm an RN.
And I hate the way how certain nurses treat me like a brand new first year student who knows shit. Oh well. Graduating soon. And then, I'll be glad that they actually treated me like a brand new student and banned me from doing everything, cuz by then, I'd wish they'll do that.
Well, it's past midnight now, and I'm so tired. Haven't really recovered from my night shift, but oh well. No plans for tomorrow yet, but I'll be out on Sunday. Probably gonna have sushi and udon for lunch. Yay!
1st Feb: I'll be out with my DEM buddies. Take note.
the beauty exposed ; 12:25 AM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Derek revealed
Updates.
Derek is already back home.
He promised me that he'll take a really good pic of himself and send it to me... Since I'm not allowed to take his pics. Loser.
And this is the "really good" pic he came up with:
Have I told you lately that I hate you? Grr.
FYI, you don't look good being scene. Or trying to be scene.
Go away.
Doing night again tonight. Second night, and I'm already so tired...
Did lots of shit last night...
NGT insertion, manual aspiration, set up drips after drips, put up Kcl with terumo infusion, despatch bloods, take the blood box, set up blood transfusion, parameters monitoring, change diapers, ECGs, serve meds, write report, getting irritated with the MOs, do admissions, send cases.
And my feet's still aching.
12 more days (excluding sleeping day, weekends, and back to school day)
Miss you all shitloads.
K, Kriz & Cassidy: Soon we get to hangout together all over again. First, Cass needs to get her ass back here.
the beauty exposed ; 5:03 PM
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Crush.
I've got a crush on someone.... unthinkable.
It's totally random.
Omfg.
Why is this happening?
Why am I crushing on him?
Ugh.
Pei Xuan - Shhh..
the beauty exposed ; 11:27 PM
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
EmoSaga.
Darrin's videoblog.
Cute.
Sounds so political.
And he sounds just like Jake. Gee.
XD
Maybe I should V-blog as well. Lol.
the beauty exposed ; 5:34 PM
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Japanese Sunday.
"I love you darling"
The words I finally hear from him. [hearts]
Hmm... he wanna celebrate my belated birthday with me today.. And he's dragging me out to a Japanese restaurant for some Jap food today. He knows I don't really fancy Jap foods, but he want me to try it all out. So.... I'm gonna make stupid faces and gag while eating today. After that will be to the movies to watch AVP2. Then we're gonna shop for his new wallet. And then we're gonna do furniture shopping... Buy a sofa bed, so that I'll get more space to sleep in if I were to stay over.
He's been calling me every night before I head to bed or after he's back from work. I find the gesture sweet... cuz we never really spoke over the phone in the past. Even if we did, it was like... once in a bluemoon. Most of our conversations happen over the SMS, or over MSN. Something different for a change. We basically labelled ourselves the reality Simpsons.
Homer: I'm so useless. I don't know what you see in me, Marge.
Marge: Awwww Homie... I love you.
4 weeks more peeps!
And we're all starting official work on April 28th!
Yowza!
the beauty exposed ; 10:09 AM
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Hmm...
"I love you too"
The four words I finally get to hear read from him.
"I'll meet you every weekend k? Just like before."
The past is where I am still dwelling in. And so is he.
the beauty exposed ; 7:16 PM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
2008.
Happy New Year.
2008.
And I'm finally 19. Somehow, that number scares me.
2008: Graduation. Work-life. Responsibilities.
Countdowned at the beach. It was freaking cold and windy. I was literally freezing.
I wanted to have a number of resolutions for the year 2008. I always have some resolutions each year, but this year... I'm only having one. Which is just as similar as my birthday wish. And it came true. Well, sorta.
One month left till I end with all this PRCP shit. And I can barely wait. Seriously, it's killing me. I know I slack alot compared to my other friends posted in the wards. But still, it's killing me. And I may not pass with such an awesome grade, but still, I'm passing.
Oh, and I would like to thank my ED buddies for the sweet gesture of buying me a gift. A huge one! Thanks so much for the Elmo guys! And Aishah, thanks for the Toblerone chocolate. I love it. I can never thank you guys for the sweet things. The people I've grown to be attached to, and kept up with my weirdness and mood swings.
PeiXuan: Thanks for being there for me throughout. Really. Since the crap in October, up till today. You're really a precious sister.
And now the ED peeps know I'm fucking childish. Gah.
After this PRCP shit, I guess I'll be working at Gloria Jeans Cafe. Earn some cash to spend. I need it anyways. Need to satisfy my shopping needs.
And Tony and I are unofficially together (wtf?). He told me so at almost 4am in the morning when he called me. He was worried about my whereabouts. Love is blind. Love is senseless. And I'm looking forward to Sunday with him. My each weekends with him. My mini 19th celebration this Sunday with him.
Oh.. here's a recap of my birthday presents since a couple of years ago:
2006: A medium sized Elmo by Tony.
2007: A super gigantic Elmo by Tony.
2008: A big Elmo by ED peeps.
Hahaha. The year repeats itself.
I love you all.
You all need to stop me from drinking my fill of Hoegaarden and Heineken. Seriously. And Bacardi and Breezer. Slap me when you meet me. Joke.
the beauty exposed ; 6:09 PM
