Tuesday, October 12, 2010
A new beginning?
Just a quick one.
I've another blog: http://fakevanity.onsugar.com
As of now, the blog is a platform where I will post about fashion, beauty, outfit of the day, etc etc.
I'm still not sure yet...
But I suppose my craze of wanting to be a fashionista will be there.
So do bookmark it.
the beauty exposed ; 2:07 AM
Monday, October 11, 2010
And yet it's another post...
I am gonna try to promise to at least blog once a week.
Seriously, I really need to get back to blogging. I do admit I've been a lazy girl lately... What more with work consuming almost ALL of my time away.
Anyhow, people, do take note of my roster changes. I am currently doing night shifts from Tuesday to Friday... So I'll be free over the weekends.
--About work.
Working night shifts have been a blessing. The work load is manageable, the colleagues are easy to hang with, and the advantage of being able to escape the supervisors. Mainly, I just wanna get far far away from the supervisors.
Honestly, I do not mind being a nurse. But I do mind the increase in ridiculous demands everyday. I mind the unreasonable supervisors who I actually think know nuts about clinical at the moment. And the the work gossip. Oh, the work gossip and drama. I so don't wanna be a part of that. But anyhow, I just find myself losing my patience very so often, even at the littlest of things. So is it safe for me to go on being a nurse? I highly doubt so.
I hate the demands supervisors set, and it's being set to such tremendously high, ridiculous levels. And every single day in, and day out.... the sound of them nagging is such an annoyance. I really do feel like screaming into their faces, and placing my hand across their cheek. I really wish I could.
So, yes.
I am planning on resigning early next year. Perhaps even in January 2011. I will try searching for another job. I might go into agency nursing. Or I might leave nursing entirely and do something else. I haven't really thought about it.
--My interests may seem to ponder here and there really quickly.
But as of now, I'm to my final two, which I seem will stick around for a very long time.
Remember my fanatic outburst into makeup?
Well, let's switch that to fashion.
I promised to stop purchasing makeup items till I at least use up some of it. And I really do keep that promise. But now, I'm investing my cash into clothes.
Yes, now I have too much clothes, and I don't even think I'm gonna wear them all. Even if I were to wear them all, I'll probably wear them once, and chug it away.
And yes, I sometimes buy clothes I don't even know when I'm gonna wear... Think evening dresses.... When the hell am I ever gonna wear that? It's not like I have a lot of functions to attend. Even if I'm going on a date, I will not wear an evening dress. But yet I still buy them in all kinds of designs, and all kinds of colors.
I am trying not to limit myself to just purchasing black clothes... So far I've invested in navy, lilac, nudes, and even a red!
And then the "promise" to not purchase anymore clothes came... And I've invested my money on shoes... Which is rather unhealthy, I might add.
In the past month alone, I've bought 4 pairs of shoes. And all of them are wedges. And when the hell am I gonna have the time wear them all? I have no idea. I still love my comfortable Reef flipflops (which I might repurchase soon since it's wearing off).
I guess I am a materialistic bitch.
Or I'm just a shopaholic.
Either ways, it makes me happy to see a filled wardrobe. Yup, a filled wardrobe which is soon bursting. And I'm happy to see a filled vanity. Although... I'm gonna re-invest into makeup once more.
--So people, in the near future, if you were to see me wearing clothes you'd never think I'd wear... Well, it's just the new me coming out.
How I wish I was a socialite.
Anyways, my latest dig is the Burberry Prorsum inspired dress which I just bought... Here's a pic of it I'm stealing from the shop (picture credit to:
Odorikoya):

LOVE IT!

the beauty exposed ; 5:02 PM