Well... I watched the tele-movie version once, and the 1993 version once. And I almost fell asleep with the 1993's version.. I so much prefer the telemovie version.
And since now I've understood the storyline a tad better, I shall re-read the book again. And since the libraries are either having the book on loan, or for reference only, I purchased the book! And now, I'm awaiting for its arrival in my mailbox! (Yes, I am that lazy to head out to a bookstore)
Oh how I have a Heathcliff of my own.
I cried buckets watching the movie. It's just sooo... tragic. It's just amazing how love and hate could entangle itself in one another. The fine line between love, hate, cruelty, evil, beauty. It's just.... amazing.
Still, I would like my very own Heathcliff in his own twisted way.
"He's always, always in my mind: not as a pleasure...but as my own"
the beauty exposed ; 3:38 AM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Blocked brain.
I'm still in the midst of planning for my birthday party.
And I'm already running out of ideas pretty quickly.
Anyone has any ideas to contribute?
Don't worry about the financial matters, I'll deal with it.
OMG.
All I seriously need is a bungalow with a pool in its backyard. I can deal with the rest.
Anyone knows where I could get that bungalow?!!
the beauty exposed ; 5:57 PM
Monday, June 22, 2009
Let's complicate things.
I hate you.
'Nuff said.
It just take a couple of days, some careful thoughts, some ugly memories, and more ugly sights and things I don't wanna know (but just happened to come across).
And of course, a jolt of caffeine helped the most.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I despise you. I despise you. I despise you. I loathe you. I loathe you. I loathe you.
Maybe if I were to chant this out a million time, it might actually permanently stay that way.
But trust me, the moment you do something sweet once more, I'm head over heels for you... all over again.
It's a bloody vicious cycle.
the beauty exposed ; 10:33 AM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
It's 3 A.M.
It's like finally 3 A.M. I'm counting down the hours to meeting my K for our Sunday morning breakfast. It's starting to become like a weekly routine... A rather fun routine. (:
I suppose I am having a rather peaceful night, seeing that I am able to blog, and check out Facebook, and update the stupid TrendCare. Thank goodness for that.
I don't know... suddenly, I've got this empty feeling inside of me... It's like something vital is missing, but I just don't know what (or perhaps I know what it is, but I just can't admit to it). It happens everytime when I made a pretty bad decision, or a mistake... And I know everything I do come with its own consequences... And that's what I hate the most about it... For I know, this empty feeling inside of me is just the consequence I'm facing for the mistake I've made. Mistakes I've been making every. Mistakes I am able to avoid if I am just strong enough to keep saying 'No'. Mistakes that I wish really hard aren't mistakes after all, but instead my gift to happiness in disguise.
I know I'm bullcrapping now, but it's just so hard to verbalize out this feeling. It's of anger, and sadness, and melancholy, and fear.
Is this what it's like to be falling in love? Is this how it's suppose to feel when you're falling in love with someone you're not supposed to? When you're forbiddened to love that someone?
Or is this how it's like to be in an unrequited love?
I need to keep saying 'No'. But each time, I find myself melting, turning all soft, and giving in... Over and over.
Why am I thinking about him too much? Why is he in my head all the time? Why do I think I see him all around me, everywhere, anywhere? Why do I have pathetic reminders about him?
Why even him, in the first place?
Prohibited, and forbidden. I need to start remembering that.
I'm so sick of the desire to love and hate you at the same time.
I am supposed to hate you. But you always pull the right strings to make me love and want you, every single time, without fail.
the beauty exposed ; 3:00 AM
Saturday, June 20, 2009
First night down.
It's Saturday morning. 2 more bloody nights to go... and it better be bloody peaceful before I literally murder every single one of them.
I just sorta finished unpacking my stuff from the chalet... Yes yes, I am that lazy to unpack yesterday. Well, with barely an hour of sleep, you can't blame me, right? It's not that I didn't wanna sleep... I just couldn't sleep..
Anyhow... Pictures are uploaded onto Facebook. Hate being tagged? Go un-tag yourself then. I don't care. (Why take pictures then, seriously? If you don't want people to know?)
Randomly, if I could name myself anything, I would call myself "Sidney" (Let's put the choice of "Alesana" aside, because I would definitely pick that in a heartbeat). Don't ask me why I picked the name "Sidney".
I would definitely name my daughter(s): Adriana, Arianna, Alesana (oh yeah, baby!), Kristinna, Kristianna... I know, I pick out weird names... Names that sound like they originated from Greek mythology. But I've got no favorites with boy(s) names... Perhaps Adam, or Zachary.. I don't know..
I'm starting to talk crap.
"I'm so sick of the desire of wanting to love and hate you at the same time" - a sentence I wish I could blurt out to someone.
the beauty exposed ; 9:55 AM
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Music: Ultraviolet
Title: Ultraviolet Performed by: The Stiff Dylans
Thanks to K.Kendrick for playing and dedicating this song for me. Can't wait for your next jam. ♥
the beauty exposed ; 2:55 PM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Movie mania
Quick update as I'm getting pretty tired (despite being asleep for 24hours again....).
Been on some kinda movie-spree for the past couple of weeks. Let's recap..
Watched Terminator: Salvation. Totally action packed. Loved it. Christian Bale wasn't so hot looking in the movie, though. I suppose age is just catching up with him. Anyhow, the robots were great, the action was great... The plot was a tad confusing, though. I just hate hate hate the part where you somehow get this "repetitive cycle" of John Connor, Kyle Reese, Sarah Connor, the past, and the future. If you've watched the first movie, you'll get what I mean. It's like as though there's this vicious cycle going on. Kyle Reese grows up, go back to the past to save Sarah, Sarah gives birth to John, blah blah blah. We're back to the first movie, and picks up from there. If someone, anyone has a better explanation of the movie, let me know.
Watched Night at the Museum 2. Fucking funny, as expected. Laughed throughout the movie with the stupid catchphrases, expressions, and actions. Oh boy, if only museums are really THAT interesting and life-like... Kudos to Ben Stiller.
Watched Blood: The Last Vampire. It was horrible. Sorry to say it out so bluntly like that, but it's true. Sad, but true. The CGI effects were terrible. Horrendous. The actions... too much fighting scenes. Just tell me, how can one half human, half demon (I'm kinda reminded about Claymore) fight SOOOOO many demons without getting brutally injured? And the "showdown" with her mother was just so pathetic. If it was like THAT easy to kill the most fearsome, oldest, vicious demon ever... omg.... *speechless*. Do not spend your cash, or waste your time on this movie. Seriously, I want my 2 hours back.
Watched Mockingbird Don't Sing (this is an old movie... didn't watch it at the cinemas, morons). This was based on a true story about a feral child... Pretty sad to know that people like these exists around us without us even knowing it. Highly recommended to watch it if you haven't. It just set you thinking how selfish humans can actually be.
So now I'm looking forward to: Drag Me to Hell, The Last House on the Left, I Love You Man, Up, and plenty more... I doubt I'll have time for all of it, but what the heck..
Till my next movie-mania.....
the beauty exposed ; 10:41 PM
Friday, June 5, 2009
Music Video Parody.
I know I've posted up something about parodies before, but by far, this is the bestest one EVER!
You have to watch it till the end!
It has probably hit the web by storm right this very moment. If I was a tween, I'd prolly be talking about this shit the whole week with my girlfriends (but thankfully, I'm neither a tween, or into the Jonas Brothers).
Totally fag, man. And obviously enough, he doesn't even know what the fuck he's doing, except shaking things here and there. OMG. It really made me crack up in the middle of the night.
Seriously, I had no intentions of blogging till early next week, but this.... It just can't be missed.
the beauty exposed ; 1:20 AM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
New Moon Trailer!
Just watched the trailer to New Moon (Twilight's sequel)!
OMG!
AHHHH!!! I can't wait for the movie to be outtttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Taylor Lautner is sooo freaking hot for a bloody 17-year-old!
Oh, and have I ever told you that the guy, Jackson Rathbone who acted as Jasper Hale in the movie was actually born in Singapore? Ha! I bet you never knew that.
the beauty exposed ; 5:11 PM
Monday, June 1, 2009
Sleeping Day....?
It's my Sleeping Day today, but I'm stil not-so-wide awake. Which will be a record for me being awake for approximately..... 20hours. My breaking record would be being awake for 27 hours, and just died after that.
Anyhow, I've destroyed my hair yet again.. Decided to color it (kinda getting bored of my fading-blonde hair), so I've now become a brunette/redhead (can't decide which). I just washed my hair, so I'm letting it naturally dry (with the help of a fan)... I'm planning to color my hair vibrant red soon (oh yes, just like my Poly days... I miss coloring my hair brown this week, and red the next, and pink the following, and blonde the next following... I just miss the days...). Soon, red hair. Soon. I'm so prepared to get screams from my NCs. But what the heck... most of my patients say I've got nice hair color (when it was blonde)... they envied my hair! Ha!
Red hair with purple streaks? Or red hair with pink streaks? Omg, so hard to decide! *Right.... I can just bet my old-school NCs will be hopping mad and running with a pair of scissors to cut my hair off*
I'm betting that my brunette hair will last a week, before it turns blonde once again. Not that I recolored it, the color just fades.
I'm sorta having the sniffles now... Always happen when I don't get enough sleep. And my dark circles and eyebags, omg... indescribable. Literally need a slab of concealer to hide it.
Just remade my debit card (my previous one was lost... bleahx), so it will arrive nicely with next pay, and then.... GSS, here I come! (MasterCard has lots of privileges, I think... got plenty of promos and discounts and such when you charge your items to MasterCard.. Oh yes, I've did my research).
Currently on a hunt for bags and shoes (I'm going crazy browsing through GoJane.com and baghaus.com). Looking for the following or something similar...
High-heeled Oxford Shoes (omg, it's so hard to find an affordable one in Singapore)
Wedges/Espadrilles (oh, I just have a sinful addiction to wedges...)
Oh, oh... And of course, I also want clothes! Like duh!
So... is anyone up to burning a hole in their pockets with me at the end of the month? Let's go mad!
*Oh, I'm a very horrible shopper... I'm EXTREMELY picky, and I normally get out of the store empty-handed. The reasons are: the clothe is too big, no size, too blah, too distracting, too cina, too common, too pricey (despite the sale).
I know, I know... I'm just very difficult. But, hey, gimme a sugar daddy who'd pay for everything, I promise I won't be THAT difficult.. XP
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Oh, and for my birthday... I'm still being quite indecisive on whether I should have a beach party or by the beach party (at Cafe Del Mar) or a club party (I was thinking of Gotham Penthouse)... It's gonna cost me a bomb if I'm gonna be paying for all the jugs and bottles, seriously...
Help, someone? Anyone?!
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OK, goodnight for now. My sniffles are killing the shit out of me. I need my rest already.
